ASKING FOR HELP

Dear Diary,

So, I was a Mechatronics Engineering Major and I had to take Calculus 3. I was struggling with this subject and I would really try to get help during office hours, I would take notes. No matter what I tried and tried to do the homework and tried to understand, the professor would send me on a wild goose chase to find notes even though I had written pretty decent notes. It stressed me out that no matter how hard I tried I would always fail the assignments. It made me question if I was smart enough. It affected me so much that I switched majors.